Regrets, I had a few!..

Life is so much complicated sometimes. The how, what if and why question is always in our life. There is some situations that knocks us down. Since, I came to know what the real world I live in, I had a lot of question always. What if I just follow what I want when I was 17. What if I just ignore and don't follow what is going on that time. I wonder how where I ended up. In my minor age and grow up mostly without my parents around, I used to decide what I want. And then suddenly, in a blink of an eye it was change. The dream of a young person shattered when one of the most fearsome nightmare came to reality. Reality that I cannot ignore, because every time I wake up in the morning, I am in the same situation over and over again. I tried to change my lifestyle and tried my best to make it more meaningful. Its too difficult to pretend that you are happy while you are not. One thing that makes me happy is my two little angels. They are the most beautiful moments in my entire life. Even though I am down, I always have a reason to smile. I promised to myself to gave them a life that opposite of what I had. Those promises that I am not sure if I achieved it. If I really accomplished it. To raised a children alone as well as miles away from them is very difficult. At times, I just want to go back and stay in their side no matter how hard it is. But, what if I don't leave them, what is my life now? I regret that I leave them at their young age. But I guess, this is the best thing that I ever done. If I don't fight my  freedom, I will be stuck on that situation forever. I believe that God have a plan why I am here and not there. I had few best moments so far but I guess there is more storms to come.  Because those storms that I overcome already made me strong and courageous. It makes me stand on my own ground and fight my battle everyday.  I cry a lot, but it doesn't stop me to dream more. The regrets that I had in the past made me to decide what I want in the future.  Because along in my journey, I met quiet few people who helps me to be who I am now. People whom I feel, I am safe and will never let me fall again. Yes, I had few regrets, and those regrets are the reasons why I am careful now. I am trying my best to avoid doing bad decisions. I can't undone everything what I had in the past, but I know my future will be more fruitful if I just move on and forgive all the people who cause my suffering. Life doesn't stop because of few bad decisions.
I just closed the chapter of my life where bad moments are stored. And then write a new chapter which includes everything what is best. Of course, I can't do it in my own. With the help of Almighty God, I know I can do all things, I can achieve what my heart desires.

The Power of Letting Go...

Our life is not compose only by happiness and success all the time. There are times that we are on the top of the world. In those times, our world is full of gladness without thinking that one day, we are going to be in the bottom the next day. It seems like there is none stop of happiness and then when the problem strikes us, we can barely accept it.

Loss can be very difficult and you will have self pity and disappointment but you have to let it go and let GOD do His way.

There are some situation that we face that there are no logical explanation too. You have to be bold enough to say, I accept it and I have to let it go. There is no use of asking GOD why is this, and why is that. 

Dont put a question mark where GOD put a period. Move forward, because GOD make a new chapter in your life. Dont live in the self pity. Do yourself a favor. Turn the pages and move forward so that you can see the new chapter of your life.

If you think of the past, you will got stuck.

You have to quit mourning and move forward. There are things that we dont understand but one day it will make sense. If there is death, there is a new born, if there is a betrayal, there will be a new opportunities. In every loss there is a replacement.
Don't stop dreaming a new dream and prepare what GOD wants you to be...

Kung mahalaga sila, mahalaga ka rin!!

Kapag sumakay ka sa eroplano, ipapaliwanag ng crew kung ano ang mga dapat gawin. Lalo na sa paglagay ng oxygen mask kung sakali mang anong mangyari. "Unahin ang sarili na lagyan ng oxygen, bago tulungan ang iba".Ang katotohanan ng salitang ito ay hindi lamang sa loob ng eroplano pati na rin sa pang araw-araw na pamumuhay. Kailangang alagaan natin ang ating mga sarili upang may kakayanan tayo na alagaan ang iba. Kailangang ipakita mo sa sarili mo kung sino ka, bago mo maipakita sa iba kung sino ka nga talaga. Isipin mo na lang, kung wala ka, pano ka makapagbigay sa iba? Kapag bigay ka ng bigay at hindi mo iniisip ang sarili mo, magigising ka na lang na wala na palang natira sa iyo. Kung noong unang panahon, ang dahilan kung bakit marami ang nagkakasakit ay infection, ngayong panahon marami ang nagkakasakit ng  dahil sa stress. Hindi tayo nilikha ng Maykapal para ma stress at mapagod. Dahil kahit SYA, pagkatapos nya mailikha ang sanlibutan, nagpahinga rin sya. Kailan mo huling binigyang pansin ang sarili mo?
Tayong mga nasa abroad, halos lamang sa atin ang nasa isip ay trabaho. Ang kumita ng pera. Lumaki tayo sa kulturang "family oriented". Kaya kahit na may kanya kanya na tayong pamilya, hindi maiwasan na bigatin mo pa rin ang lahat. May asawa at wala, iisa lang, kapamilya mo sila. Lalo na at ikaw lang ang nasa abroad, lahat sila, kargo de konsensya. Kahit malayo pa ang sahod, kailangang magpadala na. Ang masaklap nito, kahit konti lang ang problema, ang kwento sobra. Parang hindi ba nila iniisip na naghihirap ka rin. Akala nila, napakalaki ng kinikita mo, na kaya mong ibigay lahat ng gusto nila.Kapag hindi mo sila napagbigyan, ang sama mo na. Kasi napakataas mo na raw, marami ka nang pera. Hindi ba nila naisip na kung marami ka nang pera, hindi ka magtityaga na magtrabaho pa? Ang sobrang tulong minsan sa ating mga kapamilya ang naging dahilan kung bakit naging tamad sila. Hindi masama ang tumulong, pero kung paulit ulit lang din naman ang dahilan at pangyayari, ay panahon na para ipamulat sa kanila na hindi madaling kumita ng pera. 
Kaya bago natin tulungan ang iba, bago natin ayusin ang buhay ng iba. Siguraduhin muna natin na tayo mismo, ang sarili natin ay ayos at alang problema. Dahil iisa lang ang buhay natin, binigay yan sa atin para alagaan at hindi para abusuhin. Kung mahalaga sila, mahalaga ka rin!..

"The poorest person in the world is not the one without a coin in his hand, But the one without GOD in his heart."
A powerful messages that I received from my younger sister. It makes my tears flow. I don't know why. Something in the messages that touched me to the bone. I know I am a believer, I am God's follower but something is missing. Perhaps my faith is not enough to conquer the world where I am in now. How many times should I asks myself, "who am I"?
I can say that I am happy, but the question is, am I really happy? Life has thought me a lot of lessons.In every circumstances that I am facing, it gives me more strength to move on. But still I am not comfortable. Because of many struggles that I been through, I become a tough person.
Then after reading this messages, I realize that only GOD can help me to move on and leaved yesterday behind. That even though I will work hard and earn a lot of money, it can't help me to find peace. Time to move on, together with those people who believe in me. I know if I just rely on his promises, if I will just give all my trust and have faith on HIM all the time, I will find the true meaning of what the messages my sister has sent me.

Emotion

Emotion is the complex psycho physiological  experience of an individual's state of mind as interacting with biochemical(internal) and environmental(external)influences. Emotions is associated with mood, personality and motivation. We used this  in every decisions we have in life. Emotion can be a replacement of what we feel. If we feel something,even though its happiness,sadness or what ever; it is accompanied by emotion. A person's behavior is depend on the emotions that he feels. Sometimes because we are carried away by our emotions,we can't think what is best for us. In every decision's we will make,emotion have a bigger part of it. We can't just do the thing because our head or our mind told so. Its always together and it should be in balance. The feelings that we feel in every aspects of our lives is together with emotion. Sometimes there is some people that knows how to control their feelings,their emotion. Its okay as long as it is used in a good purpose. But it might be result of bad behavior. Hiding an emotion is sometimes too difficult and it can cause an effect to one's health. Because its complicated to show one's emotion, we don't know if we will get a positive result. But at one point, we should take a risk to show it off, otherwise we don't know the real result. Experiences in life is also a reason of changing one's personality and emotion. Hardships especially makes one person more careful in his/her emotion. Lessons learned in every aspects of experiences. Sometimes its becomes more better person or worse and eventually result of being insane. In our everyday life, when we wake up in the morning, when we open our eyes, we should thanks the Creator and think only a nice thoughts. Some says that usually in the morning the mood of every individual is different compare during after lunch, its just because our mind is more relax; unlike in the morning that we are busy thinking what we need to do first. How we start and finished our days is depend in our emotions.

The myth of the perfect human!

Our knowledge tells us nothing about there ever being born a perfect human being and neither will we ever experience one.. At least there has never been a perfect one born with a father and mother that were both human..

However we know of one that was perfect.. The only difference is that he was born of a human mother and His father was God. His name was Jesus Christ (The Messiah) and He was born to be our Savior! He was born to show us that the only way to achieve a better life is and ever will be to accept God through him.. To accept Him as our Savior is our only rescue to not fall into damnation.

So what is damnation? Damnation is something brought upon us when we know what's really right to do and we do the opposite. To avoid this end we need to be careful through our path in life.. We need to weigh every word and consider every person that come into it.. Also we need to know that there's no person that posses pure evil.. We need to know that there's one that is responsible for all the evil in the world and we need to make sure to keep our distance from him.. This one and only evil is known by many names such as Lucifer, Satan and El Diablo (The devil) and so on.. But we must also know that the devil works through many shades and forms and his true nature is manifested by the end result of his actions!

Every word other than the word of Jesus or God (who really are one along with the Holy Spirit) we must always suspect as influenced by the devil.. Especially those of other kinds of faith than what we Christian call religions! There are also those who try to wash away the separation lines between the religions. But in our Christian way of believing and through the bible, such arguments is seen as preposterous(!!) which they really are!

The truth of it is that the only way to achieve the life of the perfect human is if we live our life dedicated to the belief in God through Jesus Christ, and that we at all time interpret the words of the Holy Bible and read it to the the best of our effort.. But in the end we just have to admit that without Jesus we would all be lost! This be because none of us is raised above our own humanity and our faith is always to some effort effected by our surroundings!

Because of this we should all bow our heads and pray.. Pray for forgiveness through the blood of Jesus and pray for the help to be guided through life by his will!

God bless you all!

Living by Faith

Faith is a confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person,concept or thing. This word is perhaps easier to understand when we link it to faith in a supreme divine being. Our faith in the power of this divine being can never be considered easy, because the very definition of faith is linked to it's potential difficulty.. Faith usually requires manifestation through thoughts and actions and also place on us series of various responsibilities..

That in some way explains how some of us feel towards God.. My faith in him gives me confidence in believing that nothing is impossible.. He clearly states through his own book given to us, The Holy Bible; "believe and you shall have"..

But our responsibilities as a result of our faith should never be considered a burden. Our faith in God gives us the possibility to stay safe from harm and eventually death if we only stay committed to it. We should then consider ourselves lucky to be granted this mercy and know that we puny humans could never reach even to his knees.. We should be grateful for the possibility he gave us through his son Jesus Christ. Jesus took all the pain and sin we ever did or will do onto himself, and for what we might ask...? He did it because of his eternal love towards us! A love that gives us Christian people a lot of responsibility..

Our responsibility towards God reaches from how we behave towards HIM and towards each other.. I know for a fact that God wants us to love everyone around us even our worst enemy. It's from HIM the expression "hate the sin, love the sinner" came.. It's one of our most important commandments and we should remember always to bring it with us and remember to cherish and live by it!